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10 ways to have a beautiful life

11/26/2014

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I turned thirty-two this year, which means my age is definitely out of the calendar (but on the upside, my number's still represented in BINGO so take that!). But more than that, 2014 was life-changing for me in many ways. I've learned a lot of lessons and I really do wish I had learned them years back because it would have saved me a lot of grief.
Life is beautiful, and if it's shitty right now for you, well, good news: YOU have the power to make it beautiful. 
FIND YOUR PASSION.
In many ways, I got lucky - my passion "found" me via my friends back in grade school (middle school). They introduced me to the art of writing, and well, it was really love at first sight. 
I honestly believe the most successful people on earth as well as the happiest are those who have found their passion. When you find your passion, life becomes so much more meaningful. Trust me on this. Whatever your passion is, it will always make you happy and, more importantly, embracing your passion will enable you to make other people happy, too - there's no better feeling than that.
If you haven't found your passion yet or you're not sure you've found it, that's okay. Just keep living your life and treat each day like it's your last. It doesn't matter how young or "mature" you are. It's never too early or too late to discover what you're really meant to do in this life. 
There's no right or wrong way to find your passion. Sometimes, it's a hit or miss thing. Other times, it's like serendipity and your passion comes knocking on your door. For some, passion is discovered in a blink of an eye. For others, it takes years. Doesn't matter. Just live your life, seize every moment, and eventually you'll find it.
ENRICH YOUR LIFE WITH WHAT CAN'T BE BOUGHT.
There comes a time when you reach a point in your life and you understand that material pleasures are just that, material, and because of that, they can only bring you ephemeral happiness. Your iPhone 6 may be the newest gadget now, but it won't be in a year - or a couple of months even. You may have the most expensive bag right now, but sooner or later, you'll hear about someone who has something more expensive than you do. 
Close your eyes and think about your happiest moments in life. I'm willing to bet it's not when you bought this or that. Most likely, it was when someone made you smile or cry happy tears. Or it could be the other way around and you made another person happy. Those are the moments that really matter, and you need to start focusing on that. 
Material love is a clingy kind of love, but you can get rid of it. Takes practice, though. Start by training yourself not to care about what other people say regarding what you do and don't own. So you're not wearing branded clothes or shoes. That's okay. It's not a crime. So you don't have the newest cellphone model. As long as your phone's able to do what you need it to do, that's okay. 
Secondly, practice spending money with the express purpose of making other people happy. Do you really need to buy yourself a new blouse when you already bought one last month? How about buying a new book for your mom because she's an avid reader and she seems quite stressed lately? It will be hard at first, spending money for other people, but the more you do it, the more you realize that really is what money is for. A means to make other people happy because ultimately, that will make YOU happy. Every time you spend money for other people, life will feel more and more beautiful.
STOP TO SMELL THE ROSES. REALLY SMELL IT.
In order to have a beautiful life, you need to know how to appreciate it - and by that I mean every little thing about it. Make it a point to dwell on life's simplest pleasures. Enjoy a cup of coffee and savor its aroma, its taste. Stare up at the sky and marvel at how pretty the clouds are. Hold your partner's hand, tightly, and enjoy the feeling of having someone hold your hand back just as tightly. These are the things that we so easily take for granted, and we tend to realize how important they are only when they're taken away from us. Don't wait for that to happen. 
Appreciation and gratitude always come hand in hand so be sure to also let other people know that you're grateful for their presence in your life. Thank God for giving you another moment to experience life. Thank your parents for always being there for you. Thank your partner for loving you. Thank your employees for being loyal. Thank the guy who looked after your car when you had to park a block away from the restaurant.
"Thank you." Two very simple words, but they're powerful, too, and they're often what starts a chain of kindness.
READ.
I wish more people read, really, and it's not just because that means I get to sell more books. Reading is the most affordable form of pleasure, the easiest way to experience an adventure, broaden your horizons, and discover whole new worlds without even leaving your home.
Books changed my life and I just know books can change other people's lives, too. It's just a matter of finding the right book for a person to read at the right time. After that, I guarantee they'll be readers forever, and their lives will change for the better after it. 
TRAVEL.
If it's possible not to spend a dime when reading (you can always borrow a book from the library or a friend for instance) then the opposite of reading is traveling, where it's impossible not to spend. Even so, I think it's important for all of us to travel, even if it means saving up the entire year for a major trip in the holidays. Traveling isn't just about exploring new places and immersing yourself in other cultures. It's also an internal journey, with each trip serving as a path to self-discovery. 
Perhaps it's because you find yourself surrounded with so many strange things, unknown places, that you can't help but become more aware of who you are, what you have been, and what you could be when traveling. I'm not really sure why traveling has such tremendous impact on our souls. All I know is that every time I travel, I come back a different person, and I'd like to think the changes are for the better, too, even if I'm still far from perfect.
SPEAK UP. 
Looking back, there have been so many times in my life that I wished I had found the courage to speak up, so many times I wish I had been able to forget about pride and fear and just said what was in my heart. I wish I had been more affectionate with my grandmother, wish I had been able to tell her "I love her" more often. Because I do - I really do, but now she's gone. 
I wish I had been able to say "I'm sorry" more quickly in the past. Or conversely, I wish I could have been more forgiving, wish my heart was bigger so that I could have avoided foolishly wasting precious time nursing resentment.
One pastor said that "the truth isn't really what sets us free, but rather it's the application of truth that does." For me, speaking the truth out loud is akin to that. You see, we can be aware of the truth but just keep it hidden in our hearts. When we do this, life becomes a little bit darker, a little bit drearier. But when we speak up? 
Try it.
Say your dreams out loud - speak about it to those who matter. If you really want to be a writer, then find someone who can help you and share your dreams with him or her. Ask for help if you need help. Speaking up is a risk, but once you take that risk, you won't ever regret it because by then, you've realized that speaking up in itself has already added meaning to your life.
KEEP LOOKING AT THE BRIGHT SIDE.
Not every risk you take will pay off. Not everyone you wish to please will be pleased and not everyone you love will be capable of loving you back. But that's okay. What makes life really beautiful - what really defines its beauty and make you want to keep living, to keep trying - are the moments that you gave it your all. They may hurt now, but when time passes they will make you smile because you know you did your best, and there's nothing shameful about that. 
Think of all your failures as lessons you have to learn in order to do something better. Don't be afraid to fail. It only means that you have one less mistake to commit in the future. If something goes wrong, stop looking for someone or something to blame. Just move on and chalk it up to experience. If someone did you harm, know that this experience will only make you stronger. 
Everything in life is a matter of perspective, and it's your choice that shapes your life. If you want it to be beautiful, then you need to choose to see life as something beautiful.
STOP TAKING YOURSELF SERIOUSLY.
People will never be able to make you feel down or inferior unless you let them. Say you ended up using the wrong word in a sentence. Eep. Your bad. Just type a retraction, apologize, and move on. They can laugh all they want - maybe it really is that funny where they're concerned. Well, good for them, and good for you, because hey, that's your good deed for the day - you were able to make people laugh.
We humans are imperfect creatures, and no matter how hard we strive for perfection, awkward and embarrassing moments are inevitable. It's part and parcel of life so we need to stop being bothered by it. Embrace these moments instead. Store them in your memory even. One day, they'll make a good joke for your future husband, son, or grandson.
SURROUND YOURSELF WITH THE RIGHT PEOPLE.
Take note that I'm not saying you should surround yourself with "yes" persons. By "right" I mean those who genuinely care for you. People who genuinely care are honest but constructive with their criticism, which will help keep you grounded. They don't hesitate to offer you help when you're down, and they're happy for you rather than envious when you succeed. They are with you during the good and the bad, and they will never lead you astray.
Needless to say, you need to be the same with the people around you. Be happy for them, and be there for them, and again life will be all the more beautiful because of it.
PRAY OR MEDITATE.
If you believe in God, then pray. Just talk to Him. Or just close your eyes and just listen to what He has to say. I know this will sound silly to some of you, but just try it anyway. If you don't believe in praying, then just close your eyes and meditate. Free your mind from the clutter that's accumulated over time. Prayers and meditation allow both our bodies and souls to recharge as well as relieve our minds from stress and our hearts from heavy burdens. 
Breathe, just breathe, and focus on breathing. When you open your eyes, you'll realize that whatever may have been troubling you - it wasn't as bad as you thought. It never is, really.
Always remember - life is beautiful, but you may have just been too tired, too blind, too scared to see it was so in the past.
Now you know. :)
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more about writing for yourself

11/18/2014

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Every time I feel like I've achieved a particular milestone in my career with God's blessing, I do my best to give back. One way I'd like to give back is to share tips which I feel would be of help to Filipino authors like me.
Today, I'd like to talk about the importance of being true to yourself. If I had not been true to myself - and continue to be so, I don't think I'd ever be where I am now. However, being true to one's self is not easy at all. At least it wasn't for me. The first version of Death Loves Me Not was very much influenced by Twilight. It managed to get a few bites but no one really snapped it up or received real interest until I rewrote it into what it is now - a YA horror with the smallest bit of romance in it. (Read: they didn't even kiss!!! IKR. How could that be possible? A Marian Tee book without kissing?)
In the end, though, what really helped me find the courage and experience joy in being true to myself was my readers. More specifically, their feedback - reviews, emails, messages - helped me appreciate my own writing and stop being so easily influenced by what other people say. 
Again, I'm not saying that it meant not accepting constructive criticism. NOT AT ALL.  Rather, I define "writing for yourself" as being able to write what you really like to the best of your ability. 
Keep in mind there are two essential elements here: 1) Writing what you really like and 2) doing your best, which means constantly finding ways to improve your writing.
I needed to clarify that because some people mistakenly believe that writing for yourself means ignoring all rules about grammar, plot, etc. That's one way of looking at it, but that's NOT what I'm talking about. If you really love writing, then there'll always be burning urge inside of you to continuously hone your craft. Likewise, every time you write, you should have this burning urge to write something that you yourself would enjoy reading.
Secondly, being true to yourself as a writer also means being true to yourself as a READER. 
I remember there was a time when one of my former online bosses asked me about the books I read. I was totally honest when I told him I haven't yet read Jack Kerouac - and have no plans to do so. I even had to google his name and nope - one look at the kind of books he's writing told me they're not the kind I'd enjoy.
When I was interviewed by Ms. Alma Anonas-Carpio, I felt totally sheepish when I admitted to her that I haven't really read any books written by local authors except those that made it to required reading lists in school like those by Lualhati Bautista. I didn't even recognize most of the names she mentioned to me. >.< 
(Off-topic: I really felt bad about that and I started researching about local authors. Eventually, I stumbled across F. Sionil Jose. When I read his life story, I was blown away. What he's achieved is just amazing and I wish more readers would know more about him. I haven't read any of his books yet, but I know I'll get to them eventually - with the kind of life he's led, I just know I'll enjoy his writing.)
I don't like reading books that have the main characters dying in the end (or at the start, doesn't matter, dead is dead). It's why I haven't watched Titanic and why I haven't read The Fault in Our Stars. It's just not for me. 
I don't enjoy reading diverse books, mostly because I can't relate to them. I don't see myself as a person of color, but I don't see myself as Western either. Because I'm very much an introvert and prefer spending most of my time with my family, social issues regarding diversity don't really figure in my life. I am aware of it, of course. I'm 100% behind the call for more diversity in fiction, media, etc. but I also know I'm not the best person to spearhead such campaigns.
Poems are okay, but I don't go out of my way looking for new poetry to read - or write. I did chance upon a few passages by Neruda, and I have to admit - they touched my soul. I may read more of his works next time.
As for what I like - 
Books that allow me to escape, dream, and experience a whole new life or adventure, may it be a grand sweeping romance, mind-bending mystery, or life-changing nonfiction. I don't care what people say when I tell them I love Twilight as much as I love Harry Potter. I love 50 Shades as much as I love Narnia. 
Bottom line: being honest about what you do and don't like when it comes to books is one of the first steps in discovering who you are as a writer.
Another way to be true to yourself and to your writing is being honest about what you want to achieve.
When I write a book---
  • I hope to make readers fall in love. I hope to make them happy and cry and then make them smile again. I  want my books to be a roller-coaster ride they won't ever forget.
  • I hope to make money. 
Like I always say, you don't have to choose one or the other when it comes to these things. If you work hard enough, there's a way to ensure that you achieve both your artistic and financial objectives with one book. Sure, some will tell you it's not possible. Others may say that while it is possible, your book didn't do it for them. And that's okay. As long as you're earning the money you need to earn and your readers are happy with you, it's all good. Do it like Taylor Swift does - shake it off and get back to work.
Also, I know writing with making money in mind is still considered taboo, but I'm sorry - I'd feel even more like a hypocrite if I lie about my objectives. Writing is what I want to do in life and the best way to achieve that is to earn from writing. So, yeah, of course I always take in point what would help my book sell when I write.
Fourthly, I think it's important to accept that being true to your writing doesn't automatically mean EVERYONE will love your work. No matter how hard you try, there will be people who will NEVER get your work. And that's okay - you mustn't let yourself be pressured into trying to win them over - to the point that you end up ignoring the readers who actually love your writing as it is. 
Lastly, I really believe that being true to your writing means finding your calling and doing what God wants you to do. For me, this is really important. I'm sure people will think that it's weird to say so when I write really steamy books. However, if you read the reviews of my books, most readers say the same thing: the books are hot, but what they really like about it is how LOVE always trumps everything in the end. And that's what I believe I was meant to do - I'm not meant to write life-changing books. I'm just meant to write books that will make you smile, laugh, cry, hope and BELIEVE in love and life again.
I know most of the stuff I've discussed here is something I've taken up in the past, but I just think it bears repeating. YEARS - it really took me years to embrace the way I want to write. Hopefully, this post will help make your journey of self-discovery as a writer easier.
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gospel reflection: matthew 25:14-30

11/16/2014

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Of the various parables there are in the Holy Bible, I think this is one of those you could interpret in many different ways. This and this share good insights about The Parable of the Bags of Gold, but as for me, I'd like to reflect on it as someone who writes for a living.
1. Don't worry about each other people's talents. I used to be crippled by self-doubt. It paralyzed me, to the point that I've neglected to try getting any of my works published for a long, long time. But eventually, I've realized that I'm only hurting myself by doing that. If I only focus on what other people have done with their careers, I'd just end up throwing my life away.
As this parable shows, it's not what you started with that matters. It's what you do with what you have that's important. So if you really think you need an MFA to be a better writer, stop feeling bad about not having one. Figure out what you need to do to get your degree. 
2. Don't be afraid to take risks. In this parable, the third servant was given just one bag of gold - less than what the other servants were entrusted with. If you think about it, he had less to risk but he ended up the one being most afraid of risking and losing.
God gave us all that we need to get where we're destined to be. But we'll never finish our life's journey if we don't start believing in ourselves. If we don't take a chance on ourselves. I am where I am now because I took a risk. It was a giant leap of faith, a sink-or-swim kind of decision. All the odds were against me and the only thing that kept me writing was my faith in myself - and my belief that I was doing what I was meant to do.
3. Don't blame others for what you can't accomplish or haven't accomplished. In the parable, when the third servant was called to do an accounting, he started off with an explanation of how his master's attitude has influenced his decision. As far as I'm concerned, he's pretty much blaming his master for the fact that he's done nothing with his bag of gold. 
If my book's a flop, I'm not going to blame you or anyone else because of it. I'm just going to try and figure out what I could have improved on, move on, and chalk it up to experience. Blaming other people or factors for one's failure is not only pointless, but in some cases it can also be unnecessarily hurtful. Dishonest and cowardly even. 
4. We are all born with "something". To end this on a positive note, this parable also reminds us that we were all born with one or several talents - an "X-factor" if you will, and it's just up to us to recognize what it is and develop it into something great. :)

P.S. I've pasted the passage for today's gospel below in case you'd like to read it.
P.P.S. If you previously posted a comment / emailed me, I'll get back to you as soon as I can. I'm only blogging when I need to take a break from editing / writing. Sorry for the delay!
The Parable of the Bags of Gold
14 “Again, it will be like a man going on a journey, who called his servants and entrusted his wealth to them. 15 To one he gave five bags of gold, to another two bags, and to another one bag,[a] each according to his ability. Then he went on his journey. 16 The man who had received five bags of gold went at once and put his money to work and gained five bags more. 17 So also, the one with two bags of gold gained two more. 18 But the man who had received one bag went off, dug a hole in the ground and hid his master’s money.
19 “After a long time the master of those servants returned and settled accounts with them. 20 The man who had received five bags of gold brought the other five. ‘Master,’ he said, ‘you entrusted me with five bags of gold. See, I have gained five more.’
21 “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!’
22 “The man with two bags of gold also came. ‘Master,’ he said, ‘you entrusted me with two bags of gold; see, I have gained two more.’
23 “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!’
24 “Then the man who had received one bag of gold came. ‘Master,’ he said, ‘I knew that you are a hard man, harvesting where you have not sown and gathering where you have not scattered seed. 25 So I was afraid and went out and hid your gold in the ground. See, here is what belongs to you.’
26 “His master replied, ‘You wicked, lazy servant! So you knew that I harvest where I have not sown and gather where I have not scattered seed? 27 Well then, you should have put my money on deposit with the bankers, so that when I returned I would have received it back with interest.
28 “‘So take the bag of gold from him and give it to the one who has ten bags. 29 For whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them. 30 And throw that worthless servant outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’

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#filipinofriday on diverse books

11/7/2014

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I'm going to be honest and say that when it comes to diverse books, I prefer them to be in the nonfiction department. I can't even find myself relating to fiction featuring Asian characters because I feel like their problems aren't my problems because of who I am, how I grew up, and where I was born. You can say that's very limiting of me, and even unimaginative - and I totally respect that. But I don't like lying when it comes to my taste in books so it is what it is. If it's diversity I'm in the mood for, I prefer to read such books with (factual rather than experiential) learning in mind. That's why my collection of nonfiction books ranges from guides on how to run a B&B, taking care of roses, and dinosaurs to travel guides to various language dictionaries and so forth.

When it comes to writing, two books I penned that could be considered "diverse" are Death Loves Me Not and Drawn: His Secret Toy. Both are upper YA. DLMN is religious horror, and the setting is a fictional town in Florida that I based entirely on Metro Manila. The character's half-Filipino and I've incorporated some of our most common religious beliefs - and superstitions - in the story. Drawn, on the other hand, is really my guilty pleasure - my labor of love because I totally went otaku mode while writing about my dream guy from shoujo manga - the hero there, Yuki Himura, is my ultimate bishounen. :D And of course KC is a version of me, but since I'm generous, it's cool if others think they're KC, too. :D

And that's it! Fingers are aching badly because I've been writing for so long so I have a hard time typing.

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