Today, however, I've had another epiphany of sorts. One is that in all my plans, I haven't ever factored in that I'd need God's help. (Be ready: it's my religious side coming forth). You see, I'm the type of person who hates asking for help. I even hate sharing my problems because I don't want other people to be burdened by my troubles. I prefer to work on my own and do what I can without ever complaining. BUT in my determination to do everything, I forgot that everything I have is from God. And that I'm practically acting like I don't even need God.
That's why this entire month of June worked as some sort of lesson - a reminder for me to acknowledge that I'm neither omniscient nor omnipotent. My editor (The Passionate Proofreader) said it best when she shared this quote with me.
Come now, you who say, “Today or tomorrow 8we will go to such and such a city, spend a year there, buy and sell, and make a profit”; 14 whereas you do not know what will happen tomorrow. For what is your life? rIt is even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away. 15 Instead you ought to say, s“If the Lord wills, we shall live and do this or that.” James 4: 13-15
But anyway, lesson learned, and I know, WITH GOD'S GRACE, July is going to be SOOOO GOOOOD and I will be releasing one book after another that you'll end up being sick of me! :)